I miss her very much. I can smell her from here. Yet I only left home for 8 hours. No i'm not going abroad or out of town without her. That's not negotiable. Hoping my Unimelb application got good news. We'll be having a cool experience of living abroad. Me, Her and Her Dad.
It's been very long time since I wrote my last blog post. And here I am, writing again. Now I'm a mom of a beautiful baby girl. That's being said, with a single sentence, yet it take almost all my thought, my effort, my life. She's 3 months and 2 weeks. She's healthy and that what's the most important thing right now. She's adorable and demanding. Especially about her milk. If she wants milk, she wants it now. This is her, with a pouting mouth.
Look for t-code SMOD in SAP BI. The enhancement RSR00001 has variable I_STEP, that ABAP-er usually use like this:
Lain kali, kalo hati rasanya susah, gundah gulana, inget-inget, ada zakat yang belum dibayar? Ada kewajiban yang belum tunai? Hari ini waktu menghadap cermin, siap-siap ke kantor, tiba-tiba semua pertanyaan kenapa di kepala selama 2 mingguan terjawab sudah. Kenapa saya akhir-akhir ini tertekan sekali, sedih sekali, gundah sekali. Saya belum bayar kekurangan zakat tahun lalu. Belum bayar urunan traktir ulang tahun ke teman.
Allah baik banget sama saya, ngingetin saya, Alhamdulillaah.
Lately it has been very hard. I am talking about PMS. While thinking about my marriage future. Nan himdero cheongmal. God help me. Todat I weep almost through the day. Without any clear reason. BIG SIGH. Decided to randomly open The Qur'an, to hear what Gusti Allah want me to know. And there it is, Al-Kahfi:46.
....Aaaand I weep again.
When time comes, enjoying each other's presence and saying, we're blessed that we found each other, I hope we could. Meanwhile, I'll let these 10 cuties show that feel.
Gusti Allah Jjang-est!
Emo overload! Here we go...
I don't know you
but I want you
all the more for that
words fall through me
and always fool me
and I can't react
games that never amount
to more than they're meant
will play themselves out
take this sinking boat
and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice
you had the choice
you've made it now
falling slowly
eyes that know me
and I can't go back
wounds that take me
and erase me
and I'm painted black
well you have suffered enough
and warred with yourself
it's time that you've won
take this sinking boat
and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice
you had the choice
you've made it now
take this sinking boat
and point it home
we've still got time
raise your hopeful voice
you had the choice
you've made it now
falling slowly
sing your melody
I'll sing it loud
loud
I paid the cost too late....
Now you're gone..
Yesung is a member of KPop boyband, Super Junior, which has 13 members. So don't blame me if I just know by now that he can actually sing.
This song really suits the bitter part of drama Cinderella's Sister. The bitter part, always come on every episodes. The two leader casts are always crying. Oh so bitter. Yet I'm all hooked up. Seo Woo who plays the Cinderella part, is an example of extreme aegyo. like a lost cat. My heart goes with her in every episodes. Wishing the writers to have a mercy and make her role happy at the end. The step sister part, is Moon Geun-young, known as The Nation's Younger Sister (maybe I can compare her angelic image to Dian Sastro in Indonesia). In this drama she sheds that image and plays a total witch (like a Cinderella's step sister supposed to be). Not very catchy in my eyes though, but I know she tried hard.
If you can stand a going-nowhere plot, extreme aegyo, lots of tears, but really dig deep down acting from the leader casts, give Cinderella's Sister a try.
