[OST Cinderella's Sister] Yesung - It Has To Be You

Yesung is a member of KPop boyband, Super Junior, which has 13 members. So don't blame me if I just know by now that he can actually sing.

This song really suits the bitter part of drama Cinderella's Sister. The bitter part, always come on every episodes. The two leader casts are always crying. Oh so bitter. Yet I'm all hooked up. Seo Woo who plays the Cinderella part, is an example of extreme aegyo. like a lost cat. My heart goes with her in every episodes. Wishing the writers to have a mercy and make her role happy at the end. The step sister part, is Moon Geun-young, known as The Nation's Younger Sister (maybe I can compare her angelic image to Dian Sastro in Indonesia). In this drama she sheds that image and plays a total witch (like a Cinderella's step sister supposed to be). Not very catchy in my eyes though, but I know she tried hard.

If you can stand a going-nowhere plot, extreme aegyo, lots of tears, but really dig deep down acting from the leader casts, give Cinderella's Sister a try.

Realizing The Best Is Never Easy

Warning, this post was written under great influence of Post MS. Bear with it, please ^^.

I'm not entitled to own any heart, not yours, not anyone. I am here with a long live hope to come near to your heart. But I guess right now, I know that's not supposed to be. Then my whole live hope should be changed. I am not what I used to. I can't be. Then I wonder what should I be. May be this is why I keep postpone this thought inside. When I brought this up like this, the thought of it is so confusing, I'm exhausted already. I don't know what will I be.

May be I should go back to where I began. To the pure thought I had when I knew nothing. To embrace any destiny that comes. Like what I did. It's hard. Because now I know not anything you want will come true. Not even if you fight for it. I had a hard time and will be having it for time to come. I need to pray hard so that I don't loose common sense. To spot any blessing in life that I might missed before. To know that I could found a heart, to accompany mine.

Your heart is always special to me, yours and others. But I guess that's just it.

Well for you who don't know me well, I feel like I have to explain this. Otherwise you might find me weird, hard to approach and live in my own world (on the second thought, errr, it might be right). But no, I don't feel myself as this kind of person. Not when I'm not in my monthly syndrome, not like this time.

Actually this Post MS is not that bad though. I become a little sensitive and introspective. Because I'm originally not like that, I find it special so I decide to write it down. It might be useful (somehow) for the future me.

And the last thing I want from this writing is to get wrong thought from someone who doesn't know me. Believe me, I am not always like this (am I?).

Long Time No Post

Too much twitter and less blogging. That's my habit lately. Anyway, nothing peculiar happened. Just eager to read books more than usual. Ever since there is cable TV and internet installed in my room, I guess books are being abandoned. Now they're not. I even borrow some from the company's library. And they are worth reading. Wrote some notes on Jayapura trip but so lazy to transfer it from the phone. Currently struggling to finish Dashboard application. And a better half to search for.

WHAT a way to finish a post!

Thankful

It's not about the result
It's about the process along the way
There are so many good people I've met
Too many memories we crafted
They touched me deeply, meaningfully
They make me thank God for giving this life