of Being a Woman
Congrats, you had another one happy day.
Eh, found this site http://www.dubster.com/cars/. Those people are so funny. Check them out while playing with toy vehicles.
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Got one email from Nike this morning that touched me so.
Loose all my thoughts to Allah. Just do what I think is the best. Let Allah take care the rest of it. Finally, found my cell phone, humph ...
Well it's so bright outside, the rain is just stop. It's getting cool in my room now. Remember the beautiful moments in the past. Always happened to me when the weather turns out like this. High school times, friends, assesments, college, Bandung ... Huaaaa miss Bandung so much. Never be the same without my friends, room mate, and the past time itself.
But, you know, the present time is also fine. Enjoy the moment!
| Try to stay alert, but can't handle my eyes, soo sleepy. Nothing important happened to me this day. May becaused I'm too sleepy to catch a moment, or becaused I still behave 'correctly' in the middle of clouds. You know, when you're sleepy, it feels like you walk in the clouds. That's how I feel right now.
Anyway, have to thank Allah for all His blessings to me, my family, and all His creatures. Try to remember Him as many as I could. Bismillaahi awwaluhu wa aakhiruhu. I do still plan to be a programmer, here in the company I'm working at. But, don't know lah. Feels like a huge milestone. Is it that difficult? Ahh, not that difficult I think. Just pray to Him that it will come to reality soon. Amiiin. So, how bout the 'best candidate' I ever wrote? Nothing in progress bout that. But still, my radar never stop rotating. Hope he'll come soon. Emmm, nothing left to say now. I'm out of here (In Bahasa, cabut dulu). |
"My career tips? Know what you want, know what you need to do to build credibility, find an employer where the culture emphasises a long term committment to people, and be consistent in your communication about your personal goals," that's what Tim said.
I think it may useful for me. Since i haven't got any idea on how to coupe up with this career jungle.
Miss the Pojok Ilmu gathering once more. I think i don't do good job as the coordinator. Should figure out something to balance my work time and my social time. Good moslems are who become most usefull for their environment.
Ok, nothing left to say for now.
Twenty three now. Marriage is the most recent issue for my age. I'm surrounded by walimah (marriage ceremony in Arabic). Just feel not prepared enough. Even don't know what else I haven't prepared or have prepare. Fail to plan, means plan for fail, right?
Well, have to buy more books about marriage preparation. Have to pray more to Allah to give me the best candidate, very soon (sounds forcing eh?).
Need to remind my self that I don't have all the life time just to delay this one. It's half dien (religion in Arabic).
Ok, have to finish what is waiting in front of me right now. What else, jobs.
| Many times, you don't know when good things come. Just pass one day to another. Just pass all bitter moments, sad endings, annoying situations. Just don't forget to smile when something nice happened.
When your YM pops up in the middle of your hectic work time, then it turns out to be your friend who said how much she loves you and prayed that you got all the best. When a friend walk to your desk and just watch you work, giving you all her time to listen to your daily complains about never ending job. When your Mom remember you at home and never forgot to mention you on her daily prays. So you can have a lighter day than you should have. Never come home with such awkward face. You had saved many things all day to make your eyes glow and your face shine. And never forget, that Allah near you, always accompany you when no one does. |
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A bit sleepy. A lot of questions, uncertainty. Feel like wanna be at my room, listening to Prambors, eat Beng Beng and all my snacks, and grabbing some books. |
